Hey guys, GAB here.
As you know, these past weeks I have trouble connecting to the internet, but I manage to check my notifications and stuff. I do notice I have a couple of new watchers whenever I upload my new artworks, I thank you guys, but somehow... even a bunch of people watching, adding a fav and giving feedback. Worst part is, I lack communication to other artists, im not saying I want attention, but I want to know people more.
For me, I'm not a type of person who just barge into someone's profile just to say hi, even I do that, the conversation ends that fast. Well, there may be reasons why, of course, common reasons like, "busy... no time... some other time... brb... gtg...". That, made me think that I shouldn't trust people through the net, even I peeked on profiles that have so many 'FRIENDS' on their bio. And it would be stupid for me to just say hi to some popular artists and make friends with them, its so damn freakin' hard. Even I saw some of my friends listed on their profile bio, honestly speaking, I kinda got jealous... but who cares anyway. Its up to them if they want to be friends with me or not, im wide open for some chatting. What is the point showing off a bunch of list of your friends you didn't even met them in reality. If you do, well in good.
Think this, should you even trust them? Even you knew each other for a very long time, trust is everything. Believe it or not, for someone who has someone that is miles away of distance, the relationship didn't last...
Its better if you meet personally with your chatmate, so you can have a better and actual conversation. To tell you this, I just found out that some of my watchers are like, a few hours away from my place, and of course, I just went hyper crazy to meet them. Problem is, transportation fee... if I had a job again and save up some coins, that's the time i'll do my part. Well, there is more time for it you know. There are some things I have to handle first before I go for my wants.
For my drawings, I might draw and post them from time to time only if necessary. I still have net issues and reality problems. But I can handle it. Time really kills on one day...
Look, im not here to brag you people about it, I just wanted you to know that im a friendly young man looking out for folks to hang out with. Even problems and struggles passed my life, im trying to make myself happy. But... I still feel sad and lonely, I don't know why.
So... talk to me if you like. Leave some messages, and I might answer them if I have some time.
Listening to: Wangan Midnight OSTs
Eating: Hotdog with bread