Hey uh....

Hey, don't feel too down about your drawings. What's really important in all this is that you enjoy what you're doing. Focusing too much on what others might think of it will just let you down to be honest, unless if they managed to speak up. You already are your own worst critique, so just focus on that person.

And I hope things will be better in your behalf. Maybe it would be better though to keep your rage in check next time. Try sharing your problems to the ones who will be there for you, not only those people who will be there just to share their words of encouragement, but most importantly the ones who can actually support you. I hope this will help you realize something when it comes to being picky on who to rant on someone, because I've learned that not all "friends" have that "listening ear". You shouldn't feel useless if you find "real" friends.